Later, when i ran into my bunk mate i asked him if he really did go in his rack or if i was dreaming it, and he said that he DID go to his rack, was making noise and saw me peek my head out of my rack. He said that i didn’t say anything but i looked really weird, something to do with my eyes, like they were really glassy and tired looking. I have to say that this was the MOST weirdest thing i have experienced to date.

I chalked it up to sleep exhaustion but the more i think about it now that im older, i feel like it was something more because since then i have never been the same. I am now FULLY AWAKE and can now start remembering things from when i was a child. I mean things that i completely forgot, like how i KNEW that the way the world worked didn’t seem right to me. I couldn’t explain what was wrong but that i knew that we were here for a greater purpose. The older i get the more things happen to me, i.e, REALLY good intuition, foreseeing small but noticeable events prior to them happening, you now, things like that.

As far as the sleep paralysis goes, yea, sometimes i wake up but i cant move my body but i can see the room I’m in, and dark shadowed people come by my bedside, sometime 1 sometimes up to 3. I cant move my body at all and i start to freak and the only thing i can do is mumble-scream, if that’s even a word. :/

My wife shakes me awake and says I’m dreaming, but it isn’t a dream, or at least doesn’t feel like it. Sometimes, right before i go to bed or even when i just fall asleep, i hear whispers in my ear, sometimes its a women voice, other times its like i hear someone say a word of some sort and i wake up to no one there. Sometimes i hear static noise . Anyways, just thought id put this out there, maybe someone else has experienced something of the sort?????

Can anyone give me some insight into the intensity of the “Vibrations” that i am feeling…. Vibrations are pleasurable… This feeling was just wrong. I felt like my energy frequency was the equivalent to a broken record…. —Help!!?

I don’t know what makes the experience so painful for me, but it is normally well worth it. I have been doing this for years and I don’t know much about the energy concept of OBEs but I must have ALOT of energy or something. The vibrations are so intense sometimes I can easily say it is the most invigorating feeling I have ever experienced.

ALways in the bathroom… once in the kitchen ????

Past two months I have been lightly practicing Yoga, it has been great for my back. I had been experiencing the vibrations again.. coincidentally when I am on the toilet at work. I snap out of them.

Last week I was having a very realistic dream I actually remember. A voice in my head said you have two minutes and it showed me an image of a digital watch with the time 6:43. Sure enough my alarm went off at its usual time of 6:45 am. I went back to bed and said that was cool, my internal alarm clock has a voice. We all have had the time we forgot to set the alarm but woke up at our usual time anyway ! I slipped into the state again, but in sleep paralysis, I noticed my eyes were open staring at the ceiling. While my dream from earlier continued and this “inner voice” sorta sat down and watched the dream with me and explained every detail of it. It was a very depressing dream and it linked alot of things to the child abuse and flashbacks that I have been only able to remember fragments of came all back to me clear… but with no depression, no bad feelings, no self blame, no anger. I asked my inner voice ( I knew it was a part of me so I didnt ask who is this) “what is this” Am I dieing ? ” it replied “No, but I will be with you when you do for comfort.” It told me if I continue with my stress and bad diet I will die of a heart attack. The sun started to come up and I turned my eye to see a ray and instantly snapped out of the paralysis. The voice said “relax your legs the rest will follow.” It explained “MY BODY” had to be totally asleep in this state, but if I wanted I can keep looking at the sun to snap out of it and continue to relax my legs over and over for practice. I did this a few times. I now have control of my sleep paralysis. Relaxing is the key and not being afraid of it. I went back into it and woke myself out of it in time for work. I was in this suspended state of peace. I have felt like a new person ever since. I am so not depressed. My two other episodes in the past two weeks sadly did not have my inner voice in them. But even while I am awake I kinda feel static electricity in me. Like when you put on a t-shirt makes static in your hair.